Well it has all started back...we started back to school on monday and trust me it is just as bad for teachers. Landon and i took our showers, got dressed, ate our waffels, and packed our lunch and then the time had come. We both put our brave faces on, daddy took our picture and we were out the door. Landon talked as always all the way to school and i just listened and tried to get a word when i could. I was expecting him to have a nuclear meltdown so i was bracing myself for the worst...to my surprise he walked right in and started playing..with no time for mommy...my feelings were so hurt. I mean i have been there every moment so far...and now he didn't have time for me. All i needed was one more hug and kiss...but no sir...not from my sweet baby boy...he was acting like a big boy now...don't worry just as i was about to fall completely apart and have that nuclear Meltdown i was waiting on...landon's girlfriend came and wrapped her arms around me and squeezed.....it was just what i needed...thanks to MKB...i could make i through my day.......although a tear or two was shed...all is well and landon has yet to needt o hug me when i leave him..i guess i should consider my self lucky.....my heart still hurts.
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